A few weeks after I found out about the affair, I tried to redo myself. I bought self-help books, new and more fashionable clothes (I really had to buy new ones due to the fact that I've lost a considerable amount of weight), I changed my hairstyle and other stuff. No, it wasn’t for him to notice me. I wanted to feel empowered and special. I have been so busy taking care of other people that I neglected myself. I “beautified” and put my attention on myself and it felt good. I felt good about myself again. I felt good as a single person and not as someone who is dependent on another person’s success, happiness, care and love.
People started to notice. I felt even better that my efforts are paying off. I have to admit though that it cost me a lot of money. But hey, it was all worth it... because I am WORTHY! And you are, too.
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